Feel

Maybe i feel alone .
i have parents love me very much , i have brother and sister love me , i have friends love me , we laughting , eat , talk together and thats (funy) , i have boy friend love me ?
but I dont know ? i feel alone !
why it will happen ? what  is my wrong ?
what because my new school ? my father talk to me
"oh no , don't repeat again , you know in last your school (SD) your score bad because the small problem ? your small problem is because your friend ? don't repead again ! you must consenstration with your scholl , this still early ? your journey very long , pleace don;t remember this , ok ?"
i just smile .
i don't know what should i do ? some times i feel 'alone' but some times i feel "hey ! im very happy now !"
oh god ? why it will happen ? i naver feel this .
i bad mood , i cry , i angry , if i feel this .
what is this because him (?) huft honest i feel she is now.... 'different' .
i do't know ? about my feel . whats i selfish ? oh no if thats true ? im sory .
but.. i just feel yah she is different .
some times if she with "his" friend do not care with me.
oh no is very bad for my heart !!
oh god , i feel i began to cry .
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